Tuesday, January 26, 2010

winter blues and sushi pop



Winter has been holding steadily here in Chicago. Sitting on the Blue line I watch when the doors open, feeling the shutter just before the doors pull apart, I brace myself for the icy chill that lurks just outside. Its a cold that penetrates. The people stream in wearing their motley assortments of hats and scarves, yellow and chunky, city black and sleek, the few fair isles thrown in. They're like some lost flock of birds that has given up all hope of going south for the winter and just choose to stay and survive the winter. No one is smiling. In the midst of this sudden rush, the varied scent of colognes, cigarettes, and Styrofoam cup coffee sneak by, enveloped in steamy breath. Patches break to show watery eyes behind fogged eye glasses and frozen breath melts on scarves accompanied by the sounds of shuffling boots, rustling bags, gloves being pulled off, and sniffles, woven amongst the otherwise silent passengers. It almost conceals the piss-and-salted smell of the el, its ancient car just a void of plastic and utilitarian surfaces covered with uncertain stains and graffiti.I hold my purse closer, fairly certain that a bum probably did something gross and unacceptable in the general area of my seat, and I'm also quite certain that I wouldn't want my bag to come in contact with that particular source of the unthinkable. Many things are uncertain, but the el being trashed by homeless is a certainty that makes me unwilling to trust public surfaces.

I wonder about the lady doing her knitting in front of me. Its a chunky heavy type of wool, probably expensive and natural, a thick mustard yellow color. Knit - Knit- P
url -Purl, then purl again on her size 14ish needles. I watch the needles waltz forward and back, transfixed by her even strokes. She's wearing a home-made hat, you can tell because its that same mustard yellow of her current project, and it looks like she's working o
n another hat in a different pattern. I let my mind wander and imagine that she has mustard yellow interspersed in many places in her house, maybe in many parts of her wardrobe, or bookends, vases, and tiny porcelain cups with ducks painted on the side in brush strokes. I wonder if the wool is alpaca or some other fancy creature sourced material. She probably drinks tea, and gardens. There she goes knit-knit-purl-purl, and I realize that the train is going back underground- we're almost downtown. I sigh as I sink into my sound-canceling headphones and podcast, ready to start the day.


There's a Buddha on the Elevator

I went to Sushi Samba for the first time ever, because they were having a tweet up and I was curious what that would be. The first floor is standard restaurant, lovely ambient, if dark
lighting. It feels like you're in some kind of exotic aquarium.
If you get on the elevator with Buddha, to the left of the floor manager, you're transported to a sleek and glassy loft bar with coves and plushy seats, and views of the surrounding highrises. They had a live DJ, screens showing live twitter feeds, and LOTS of people. I
enjoyed watching them since it was too loud to talk or hear them. Not really my scene anyway. I'm more of a quiet dinner place with friends kind of person.

Winter Photos

About all I feel like doing during winter outside is taking photos. It's too cold for me to spend extended amounts of time and energy outside. I also miss the sunlight, but I've learned how to deal with that at least. Anyway, the day I took these, there was an odd warmth in the air, what I would call the "smell" of spring. It was definitely a false sense, as it's only January and we have at least four months of cold unending grey days left before the warm
weather starts stopping by.


The Melted Snowman




Reminder of Summer Days


Leaves and snow crystals


Still tracking

Friday, January 22, 2010

Waking Sleeping Beauty

Waking Sleeping Beauty, the documentary, is coming to the Gene Siskel Film Center on Feb. 3rd, 2010. Don Hahn and Peter Schneider will be in attendance and will be available to discuss the film.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Diaspora


Movie Night

I, for the first time, watched a movie called "Sophie's Choice" because I heard so many mentions of it. It's an early 80s movie, and much to intelligent for today's audiences. I can't say that I enjoyed it, as the subject matter is difficult, but I kept watching it, which is the important part.

Meryl Streep does a wonderful job speaking with a Polish accent, and even speaking in Polish in some of the scenes-and she was very young in this film but really hasn't looked like she's changed much over the years. Her character is fragile, broken, angry- she envies the brave- you want to know what has caused her to become this shell of a person. And the movie pieces it together bit by bit - I think that's what kept me watching it.

It was worth it to watch the movie, and I felt a connection to it in an odd way. I'm of Polish decent, I've been to Auschwitz, I learned to speak English and remember the frustration of not remembering how to say something, and I've heard the stories of what the Germans and Russians did, the Polish diaspora. There was an odd juxtaposition of everyday amongst the horrible there. And there were many things in the movie that someways made me want to connect with the characters in the film. Anyway, it will take me a while to fully process how the movie made me feel because my brain is still wrapping around it.


The Status of the Industry

A little bit ago, after putzing around trying to figure out how to get into doing graphic design as a job - well I went to a group meeting. Kinda like AA for designers, where everyone's supposed to show up, tell who they are, network, and hopefully you get some supportive commentary from the elders. Well, at least that's what I thought it was going to be. I was wrong. I felt it was more of a meeting where the elders complained about the internet, the lack of jobs, how the industry has tanked, and how new artists aren't willing to foot the bill to join up in the league. I'm hoping the next meeting isn't so disparaging, but this time I'll be prepared to hear all the complaining.


I came across this flickr picture on notcot.org

Monday, January 18, 2010

Late Night Rambling


Illustration by Kristine Borcz

I'm watching Conan O'Brien interview Martin Scorsese at the moment, and I feel I need to address a current topic. I'm definitely on the side of Conan keeping the Tonight Show - or getting something better to go against it on a different network. Conan got me through college - he was on when I'd get home at night from work and school and made me laugh.


Alice in Wonderland, Tim Burton Style

I'm half looking forward to this movie, half terrified that it's just going to scare me and populate my nightmares. I forsee that many things will be influenced by the style in this film. Mr. Burton has quite an interesting view and it seems to inspire many. Personally, when I was a kid, I never understood why Alice wanted to leave Wonderland and come back to boring day-to-day life. I do enjoy that Burton is going to bring a grown-up Alice back to Wonderland.

The new Alice in Wonderland by Tim Burton has a website now. Find it here ALICE



Making Something Not Cool Everyday


Illustration by Will Bryant

I'm always looking for new inspirations - through one of my RSS feeds I came across this cool flickr set by Mr Fancy Pants Bryant. According to his profile, Mr. Fancy Pants creates something every day because he gets sad if he doesn't. Sadly I've lost which blog it was that I originally found this through, but this is a direct link to the set in question so I guess it doesn't much matter. I like that there's a new one each day. MSNCE flickr set

And just to point it out, Mr. Fancy Pants has an Etsy shop here

First Post


Blog Prospectus:

My name is Kristine, I'm an artist, designer, and an avid reader of the internet. I went to film school, art school, learned animation, and live in the Midwest. I've been unemployed for a few months now and consequentially have had a lot of time to surf the net reading articles. Between searching for jobs, and somehow trying not to let my desire to create art be dulled by the lagging economy and lack of interest from others to pay me a wage that isn't going to cause me stress - well it's been a tough six months of searching.

I've created this blog to keep myself on track with my goals list this year. I decided that the first thing I can do is to no longer keep posting articles and notes in places like my Facebook randomly throughout the day. Being called "Facebook" by people is not an endearing nickname, more of an testament to the fact that I should spend less time there.

I have always had an interest in writing and reading and I do a lot of it. I find there is just so much to sift through before you find the jems that really inspire a reader or viewer. Also, as an artist, I find inspiration from many sources and with this blog, I will have a way to find them again and use them for further growth of my ideas. I will post links to images, artists, crafts, designs, and articles that I find interesting. Sometimes I may post photos I've taken or things I found during the day. I don't really expect anyone to read this, but I think putting it out there may be helpful to the artists and articles I do link to.


Goals List

My goals for this year:

1. Find a fulfilling job that pays well
2. Get an illustration published in in a book or magazine
3. Learn to use Flash and AE better, html/action script, maybe even some C++
4. Continue playing my guitar, get a better at bar chords
5. Make more art and do it consistently
6. Exercise and eat right
7. Really push my freelance career off the ground
8. Become involved with local branches of arts organizations such as the Society of Children's Book Writers & Illustrators, Adobe Users Group, and Graphic Designers Guild
9. Go to a conference or two and network with others in my field
10. Keep all aspects of my life in balance
11. Animate something and share it